Helloooo
Just a quick update
I'm back in South Africa for good now. My bf and I finally called it a day. It's so hard to say goodbye to the last 5 years of your life. so i've been on an emotional rollercoaster lately. For pretty much my entire adult life I've defined who I am as part of a couple. and now i'm struggling a bit to regain that sense of self/individuality.
I am glad though that our parting ways was a mutual thing and we're still on really good terms friendship wise. yes sometimes i wonder if a clean break would help me to get over it more quickly, but at the same time, this is something i need to feel and experience and learn from.
anyway, being back in SA has had it's pro's and con's.

Pros: Weather (except for yesterday and today - it's supposed to be SUMMER, why is it 14 deg celsius?!); friends; dancing; easier for me to get work (i'm temping while looking for something permanent)

Cons: Having to basically start my life all over again; not having my own car anymore; having to stay with my family (ok this one's a pro and a con); Had to leave my xbox behind in the uk!!! *tear*; not having 24/7 internet access

oh, i got a new piercing a few days ago - surface bar in the back of my neck

I've uploaded a few new pics, but sadly my camera was also left behind in the UK. so i'm having to use the one on my phone. sigh. maybe santa will surprise me

Anyway, like i said, don't really have reliable internet access, but i can facebook and msn on my phone so add me there if you like (just let me know who you are . the links are on my profile page here )

i'm proud to announce i have finally gone through all 3000 deviations and over 140 messages. lol. sorry it took so long and that i didn't comment on everything i fav'd.

Look after yourselves everyone!
xx